perspectives

   I must say, I do love smallworld. ALMOST everything about it. Theres only a couple things i’d rather not be doing there but salll goood. I just realized how much i like the name of the place. It’s a pretty small place but everyone knows each other and nothing’s really awkward or if it is, we can change that (:

   The last community service event was quite fun we went on a trip to a random park and cleaned the place up, widened trails, and spent quality time in the hot hot hot sun. I sang every song that came to my head mostly the drive back from there to in-n-out. Nick and Becky and especially Yuri got annoyed so, i just sang some more. We then invaded in-n-out and everyone literally gained like 5 pounds each.

   The following memorable event after that was Disneyland. Sucha fuun longg day. Once bro and i arrived at smallworld, we found our groups that we were supposed to chaperone. Principal said she would hook it up and write down our 6 service hours to 10! Whatta nice lady. anyways, i got stuck with 4th grade boys. They were pretty easy to control kindaa. and theyre all soo cute and tiny! one of em made me hold all his crap the whole time but i didnt mind cuz he was soo cute and tiny! The bus ride there was pretty long due to traffic so it was frustrating but once we got there, i forgot all about it. I led the kids single file all the way to the tram. And i had to sneak all the kids’ food into the park cuz apparently Walt Disney doesnt allow outside food. Then we ate. Then we went in and the first thing all the kids (including me) wanted to do was space mountain. one of the best rides theree. i dont quite remember the order of all the rides we rode but they varied from haunted mansion to honey i shrunk the audience to indiana jones. My favorite was Autopia though. I’m too cool to drive so i let one of the 4th grade girls drive me. her name is Karen and she’s sooo cute and tiny! but she was the WORST driverr loll. i told her she was doing great though puahah. After that it was around 6 o clock and time for the kids to leave, so all the big high schoolers who wre going to stay took the little kids’ tickets so we could get unlimited fast passes yo! haha. yeah so the high schoolers walked the little kids alllll the way back to the tram station, took the tram, said our goodbyes and we love yous and hope you had funs, took the tram back, and walked back in to the park. Now it was just the big kids babbyy. Space mountain was the first choice againnn. Then indiana jones i think? they both had pretty long lines in which we conversed and killed time and played games. then as we wre walking to go eat, we somehow emerged into three different groups. The first and second group just decided that they wanted to eat at different places. The third group, which was me, seyoung, john, and nick, just got lost. We called everyone but no one answered so we just walked around cluelessly for half an hour til we saw Ed teacher at the pizza port. We met up with the rest of group one and ate there. Group two met up soon after and we headed to matterhorn bobsleds. where nick lost his wallet and ricky did that and seyoung did this and, long story. actually this entry is a reaalyy long story ahh. w/e, after matterhorn we walked to thunder mountain while the fireworks were going on. They were probably the most amazing fireworks ive ever seen and i surely wished that my girl was there with me (: then we went on thunder mountain then haunted mansion then splash mountain. where everyone got soaked. theen we went and took group pictures and bought candy and souveneirs. that’s about the departure of disneyland. i felt like my feet were gonna fall off. everyone ran to get shotgun but i couldnt cuz you know, my feet wouldve fallen off. the drive home was quite quiet. and thats when KP said the stupidest thing ever. i guess he like just woke up from a nap and we were on the freeway and he saw a sign that said LA ZOO. “La zoooo?! wtf?! we’re in san diego?!” lolll ohmy. then we arrived back at smallworld at like 1 in the morning and the rest is just a blur. wow i tihnk this might be the longest entry ive ever written. good cuz i havent tumblred in a while and this will make up for it.

   well the next community service event is tomorrow and i needa get some sleep. Ciao!

I’m currently ripping some Cd’s onto my computer and just felt like writing a tad bit. i’m also in just boxers right now cuz i just got out of the shower. feeels good(: i wanna say rest in peace to michael joseph jackson. I think it’s funny how some people never actually listened to him or knew much about him until he passed away, which is a disgrace =/ hah whatever. we were talking about him at smw today and discussed what would happen if we saw his ghost. loll what if something creepy happened like he moonwalked past you in less than a second! or you saw his black child self in the corner of your eye! or a reality thriller video! lol ahhh =O well i need ta get dressed noow, lateer

Yesterday was the first time i went to see a movie by myself. I didn’t plan on doing that but once i found out, i guess it was good that i experienced it. first of all, don’t be sorry cuz it’s not your faultt. i’m sure you tried as hard as you can. okay. i got dropped off a minute before these two girls asked me to donate for the special olympics. i told them sorry i didnt have any money and walked away. then i talked on the phone and it occured to me that i was stuck at the mall alone. i saw alot of people having good times with all their friends and such. i felt left out so i thought that watching the planned movie myself would be a good idea to not feel so alone. i walked into the theatre a little late and saw that it was packed, of young couples, old couples, blue couples, red couples. i found a seat at the side and sat. the movie was quite sad. and even though the theatre was packed, i don’t tihnk i’ve ever felt so alone. everyone had someone to cry with, and i was just there tearing a bit into my glasses by myself. i realized sometihng that moment, but soon tried to forget it becuase i know it wasn’t good. after the movie, i called my mom and got pickd up 20 minutes later. it was an experience i havent been through before and i’m happy i now know what its like. ah i have to go to smallworld now. goodbye

There’s so much stuff to write about so i’m just writing and gonna see if this will get me somewhere. Smallworld retreat was great and pretty memorable. I felt somewhat closer to God, but mostly closer to my friends. This retreat opened my eyes to see the beauty in some of my favorite people. I have plenty of stories from this trip but i don’t want to write them. Cuz they’re stories. and i’d rather tell people stories instead of just blogging it. Anyways it was a great experience and i think just what i needed. I unexpectedly got closer to someone on the last day of the retreat and i dont know if we will get even more critical or not, but i’m praying for it. I want to find the good in people. and i don’t wanna lose any flame from this retreat. Now i know this isn’t all that i want to write! There was at least one other thing! aish why am i so forgetful these days? oh have a safe trip to korea evan and ashleigh. that wasnt the thing i forgot though. whatever, i’ll write as soon as it hits me. Bye (=

Currently eating hungry ninja and packinggg

i don’t usually talk about my days on tumblr. anyways, today i decide to talk about my day, because it was a fun, and interesting day.

So for a while donovan and i have wanted to have a funfilled day with monica before she left to college. we all decided it yesterday that it would be today. i woke up at 11 am and called monica cause my phone was off and i guess she had been trying to call me, as she told me in her text. so i did, she said she would come pick me up soon. then i showered and she called me and said she was out front while i was getting dressed, so i told her 2 minutess. and it ended being like 5. oh and monica brought one of her church friends along because she had been visiting. yeah so once i got in the car, i said hi to monica and met esther. we conversed and stuff on our way to elite to get donovan, got him, and went to the corner bakery. first time there for me, soo good dude. then we all got to know each other better. and realized we all had so much in common! hah we all had friends that knew friends. haha we then shared stories about a special girl or boy in our life, and gave each other advice. lol how nice. after lunch we went to the movies and watched the proposal. it was a great funny movie, cute too. next we went to get pinkberry and took pictures in the photobooth. then went to the foodcourt and sat and talked and ate creampuffs <3. oh and my cousin randomly called and i guess she found out and started tripping that i had a girlfriend and stuff. she’s so funny. alright then im pretty sure monica drove us home after that, i got home like at 5 30. then i went to donovans at like 7 and watched sunflower. and just surfed the web. im now home and woah, its exactly 12:00 am on june 24th. is it thursday? i think so. no i think no, its wednesday. alright that was my fun story short. im done, gewdbyeee

i’m really worried. about like 2 things, maybe 3.. 4 or 5, i tihnk 6 actually. Anywho, first smallworld is about to reenter my lifee. it probably wont be the same but ill just go with the flow. who knows? maybe itll be better. uh i dont think i should say the next..four things? yeah. and the last, my uncle is getting surgery on wednesday for his eyes. he’s already blind in his right eye i think. maybe left. and if this goes wrong then he’ll be blind in both. and i’ll feel really bad, because he’s such a good person and, i dont know. he doesnt deserve this. i was gonna say something else but i cant remember. thats been scaring me too, i cant remember things these days. i hope my brain just erases all my memories soon, and i could just die. justkiddding. but uhh. what was i gonna say!? eeesh w/e. oh one other thing i’m worried about is my relatioonship with God. ah i’m so dumbb. i need to watch a movie byee My Favourite Things from kidswithcrayons on Vimeo.